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Monday, March 15th, 2004

so...

Time:8:28 pm.
Mood: cheerful.
okay im trying to start updating again, because a lot of people that i actually dont really talk to that much are, so i am now gonna try to be like the masses of people that actually update. instead of the tons of people that dont update.

but i started going to track today and it was cool we ran in the rain and i felt hardcore for it, even though we didnt do our intervals right. i have to run the 2 mile on wednesday, im not looking forward to that at all, oh well.

the banff film festival, is this friday and saturday im really excited. i think i will get to go to both nights that will be the first time in the the past 2 years that i have gone. i always love this film festival it is so great (but it brings back some bad memories) and maybe i'll win something in the raffel next year. Last year dana was the only person who won anything. last year the movies werent as good as the year befor last, i hope they are super impressive this year:)

i also found out that i might be going to a ben folds concert april 30th! i am super excited, erin brown told me about it today when we were running, i think a lot of XC people will be going. that could be so much fun. fun people + ben folds = good times

nothing else too exciting is going on with me right now, but life is good and im very happy.

Monday, January 12th, 2004

so...

Time:8:56 am.
wow i thought i was going to have to do work but that was like 45 minutes ago, and we still havent done anything this is crazy. i get out of this class in like 25 minutes i wonder if i will have to do anything. you gotta love easy classes.

also i should comment to sar and tell her good job on her geometry exam, i had to take it and not getting to take it until after the break would have killed me. so yeah sarah when you read this that was for you.

one of my friends told me that you didnt do too much in this class and now i belive them.

i really dont think i can entertain myself on the internet much longer. i might resort to sitting and staring into space.

yeah it might just be time for that.

so...

Subject:general junk.
Time:8:13 am.
well i never update but i might as well right now, since im sitting in computer class not doing anything. we had a snow day last friday after getting less than once inch of snow. it was really pathetic.

i went climbing yesterday, it was great. i just need to not be so scared about leading. oh well. im super tired though, and my hands are bruised. hand jamming sucks.

i broke up with logan 2 days ago, he is really hurt and i feel really horrible about it, but i really would rather be with tj. so im stuck. i cant make tj happy without hurting logan and i cant make logan happy without hurting tj. hopefully logan wont stay bitter for too long, because he is such a nice guy and i dont want him to stay hurt. but he gets super bent up over relationship stuff.

im so tired i really need to start going to sleep earlier, 11:30 isnt cutting it.

oh well i have to go be productive now.

maybe since i have this class i'll update more.

Monday, November 24th, 2003

2 yeahs | so...

Subject:hmmm thats none too bright
Time:8:19 pm.
hitting ketchup packets like they are a baseball only leads to one thing, the need to take a shower.... i hate to admit i am this dumb

Sunday, November 23rd, 2003

so...

Subject:i know the end is coming soon...
Time:8:15 pm.
Mood: awake.
yeah i think i might try to get back into this and actually update, i have had more free time lately and just started thinking that maybe i should start updating again. but i cant say much now i got some homework to do other stuff like that, also i am pretty tired since i ran 13 miles today, but then again after i got home from the race i took like a 3 hour nap. so basicly i am tired in the sore, running a lot sense, but in the ammount of rest sense i am pretty wired. i think i got the most sleep i ever have in a weekend this weekend, it was crazy, but yeah. i only have school 2 days this week because of thanksgiving. woo hoo turkey and no school, is anything better? one thing that isnt better is homework but thats what i got to do now. arrrg. oh well

Friday, May 23rd, 2003

so...

Subject:wow i'm at school.
Time:8:56 am.
yeah i am in computer class. it is boring, but since no one is here we dont have to do work, we just get to play on the internet. ooh boy what fun. well not really, but it is better than other stuff. like the fact that when this class ends i have to go do lots of eoc review. i can hardly wait.

you know there isnt much to say when you are sitting in school. but that is okay, i will just sit here and waste time. it isnt too bad a thing to do. i was just in art class and that was not too bad. i havent done much work in there the past 2 or 3 weeks. but that is how it is supposed to be since school ends really soon. I really am very tired of going to school, not to mention that this week has seemed forever long. i still dont have anything to do tonight but i will find something to do later. i might end up at jack's like i do most fridays, but maybe not. i hope it doesnt rain tonight or this weekend, that would make me really happy. i might be going to the zoo, but i might be taking some little kids canoeing this weekend. i havent been to the zoo in so long it would be pretty exciting. either way it will be okay.

now maybe i should get back to what i am supposed to be doing, actually i dont really have anything to do, but this probably isnt how i am supposed to be wasting my time.

Monday, April 28th, 2003

so...

Subject:how does it feel..
Time:6:26 pm.
wow and i am back to school. only like 20 more days or so. yay! then summer. i am so happy. i am really bored right now. i never have homework so my time after school is always wasted. my mom wants me to organize my closet. i really dont want to. but i might. i want to go swimming, but i dont have or live near a pool. yeah it will all work out.

i want it too be the weekend already, and its only monday!!. there is a track meet on wed. but i am not running in it because i am too slow and only the top 2 in every event get too run. poor me. ha not really. i didnt run much today. i really need to. but whatever i will soon, i have to.

i am very bored, but that is alright.

this was one very pointless post, but i think all 1 or 2 people that read this (if they do) will let it slide it this time.

Friday, April 25th, 2003

so...

Time:10:34 pm.
got back today from the a.t. trip. it was sort of strange but also sort of fun. i am very tired. this year is going strangely and school is almost over. i really dont want to go back to school. i really cant stand it at all. i mean if it wasnt so pointless or if i learned anything it might not be so bad. or if the teachers would stop bitching about how bad we are gonna do on our end of year tests. you know if they would teach us anything it wouldnt be such a problem. but i shouldnt complain. also people at school just drive me crazy. i think i just have bad social skills.

but today i went and ate at a pizza place when i got off of the a.t. trip. it was very fun a thru-hiker told us to eat there. and when we got there his picture was in the restarant with pictures of other thru-hikers. he was from new hampshire ( or how ever you spell it) and he was very happy about life, not to mention he hiked like a mad man, i have decided i want to be like him when i grow up.

hannah and jack have broken up. hannah is happy and jack is not. i only mention this because it sort of messes up my group of friends and they had been dating for nearly 2 years which isnt bad for people in high school. jack is trying so hard to get her back it almost makes me sad, but i guess it had to happen. i hope everything works out.

i'm very tired.

i need a new book to read but lately i have been getting very picky about my books. i dont really know why, i am just having a hard time putting up with most types of books. really just need to go roam around in a library or barnes and noble and find something that intests me.

i hope i can find something to do tomorrow.

Friday, March 28th, 2003

so...

Subject:wow its crazy
Time:12:33 pm.
Mood:tired/ confused.
yeah i am at school, being bored. i am gonna be in the computer place at school for another 20 minutes. it is crazy i havent done much today. tonight i want to do something with tj tonight but my mom is getting weird about us. and yeah. but whatever. i really want to watch the ring tonite for some weird reason. i am in the mood for a sorta scary movie. but i dont want to watch it at my house so i will have to wander the streets until i find a house. okay maybe not. but still i wnat to go somewhere else besides my house tonight. i mean it is friday so yeah. wow this was really pointless. i should stop rambling. last night i went to the banff film festival. it was lots of fun but not as nice as last year. we didnt get back to mo'town until about 12 so i am just a bit sleepy today. especially since i had to get up early and take a shower this morning. lately i have been worrying about stuff too much, i really need to work on that, sometimes when i dont worry stuff gets better so that is why i need to. well i might actually stop rambling this time but that is okay.

just for an update: tj is confusing me like always last night and lately he has been normal seeming but lots of people tell me i should ask him if anything is going on with him and this other girl. wow i really hope not. i ask him and he tells me that nothing is wrong. so it is just one persons word against another. for now i will just belive him. but if something goes wrong..... i dont know it will probably be like the other times. it is sad that i can say that.

Monday, March 17th, 2003

so...

Time:7:59 pm.
Mood: confused.
why do i do this so not that often.... yeah i dont know. i dont really have anything to say, i just like reading other peoples, but every so often i just sorta feel guilty like i need to do this so i come and update like once month. it really is a waste of a live journal. but that is about it

Thursday, February 27th, 2003

1 yeah | so...

Subject:when you aint got nothing you aint got nothing too loose..
Time:4:31 pm.
Mood:optimistic about life.
i havent done this lately, but i really feel like i need to get back and do this more than i have been.

for some reason i have not wanted to do this maybe i have gotten lazier or maybe i have just been busy. i dont really know. but life is pretty good for me.

i want to travel somewhere, but that will not be happening any time soon. well at least not until spring break and then i am only going to be in virgina. but you know i will be hiking so it will be a super great change of pace. then this summer dont get me started i am just too excited. wow i will talk about that later.

i have been reading a lot of good books lately (not nessicary reading a lot, but a lot of good books). right now i am reading "the te of piglet". it is fun, it explains some of the principals of taoism though piglet. it is like the sequal to "the tao of pooh".

i am a geek, i won (got second place) in the science fair. and when they announced it they said my name wrong. it was funny. yeah it was great.

i am getting really sick of the weather, sure it is fun for a while, but come on i am so sick of winter. i need spring!

did i menton that i was gonna be moving across town, to live with my grandparents. yeah it will be very scary. i am not to happy about it but i can live with it

Saturday, January 18th, 2003

1 yeah | so...

Time:6:46 pm.
Mood:lazy and cold.
i should update but i just am too lazy.

Friday, January 10th, 2003

so...

Subject:school and stuff
Time:2:51 pm.
wow i am sitting in school. it is boring. when will it end. acutally in like 10 minutes. ahh people are looking at me i have to stop

Saturday, January 4th, 2003

so...

Subject:bills are due on monday...
Time:12:33 am.
Mood:wired.
wow i am way too wired! ahh i should sleep or something but i cant.

Go Bucks!! ohio won!! yay!!

i should eat spaghetti and drink orange juice on a regular basis.

that blows dog for quarters (or something my memory fails me) the pointless point i am trying to get a cross is go watch detroit rock city. dont really know why but i watched it tonight. the choice was either that or airplane. so yeah i will be watching airplane tomorrow night. i have seen that movie too many times.

well i might try to sleep now. or not? i just dont know

Thursday, January 2nd, 2003

so...

Subject:just say hello to the ground..
Time:11:03 am.
Mood: excited.
wow i am back in morganton. on the way back yesterday i finished reading Into Thin Air. it is very good and definetly worth reading. i got it for a christmas present from my mom. i read it in three days. books either take me a really long time to read or i read them in just 3 or 4 days. i dont really know why but it just is that way.

i need to go climbing so bad. it is crazy. i got some chalk and a belay device and biner for x-mas too so yeah i need use them.

i want to climb.

i also got gators and rain gear. yay that just makes me too happy. i am wearing my gators right now it is sorta funny. but they needed to be tested out so i was running around outside it them just to make sure they dont fall down like my old ones did.
i got a new fleece too it is just to cool but i might have to retire my fuzzy purple one. it is so sad but the purple one was starting to get worn out and so this will be good. the purple one just sorta always smelled bad no matter how many times i washed it. i think the canoe trip did that too it.

also on a side note happy belated birthday to anyone *cough*tj*cough* that i may have forgotten.

Wednesday, December 25th, 2002

so...

Subject:oh the library.
Time:7:21 pm.
Mood: awake.
well i am sitting here in the library being as my dad's parents dont have a computer. well i am enjoying this these computers are about 10 times faster than mine at home. it is just too cool. one more reason we need a new computer.

wow i bought clothes today my grandma didnt know what i wanted so she gave me a few presents and some money. it was really nice the clothes she picked out were great. she really has suprizingly good taste. yay! now i have a cord jacket.

also i finished a really good book today. it was about climbing and stuff. i feel the need to climb so bad... the guys in the outdoor store today were way too excited when they found out that i lived near looking glass. they were like what are you doing up here when you could be climbing down there.

i have come to the comclusion that i need a bumpersticker (for the car i dont have) that says "live to climb- climb to live". i dont know if they make them but i need one that says that.

Tuesday, December 24th, 2002

so...

Subject:MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!
Time:9:58 pm.
it is christmas eve!! i opened my presents i am returning 3 of my 5 gifts. it is sort of sad. one coat is too small, the pants are too big, and the other pants are the wrong pair. on a side note though the headlamp is really nice. i am already enjoying it. i wish the rain gear fit, so that i could be testing it out in my grandparents shower right now. that would be too much fun. well whatever. saw one of my cousins that i hadnt seen since i was 8. last time i saw him he was making chain mail (the armor stuff) this time when i saw him he is a "starving artist". he has dropped out of college, trying to get a record label, and he unloads trucks at wal-mart for a marvelous 7 bucks per hour. yup what a life.

so yeah as you can see my family is just so interesting.

i bought my mom a fondue pot for christmas. my mom got my dad a dvd player. woo hoo two gifts that i will get to use just as much as they do.

oh and my aunt got me a pair of socks...yay.. overly large ammounts of joy!

Sunday, December 22nd, 2002

so...

Subject:we wish you a merry christmas...
Time:10:06 pm.
Mood: lonely.
i am too tired to update. this nyquil makes me so sleepy.

i hope everyone knows i miss them.

and a happy new year!!!!!

Sunday, December 15th, 2002

so...

Subject:i know who i want to take me home...
Time:10:07 pm.
Mood: tired.
today was fun. went and hiked in the snow today. it was the coldest at the top of the mountain. it was 24 degrees. with the wind chill it was probably about 10 degrees. yeah it was too much fun. but now my throat is sore. that is not fun.

i am really tired.

Friday, December 13th, 2002

so...

Subject:it is just so true
Time:10:44 pm.
you know what is just one of the most annoying things ever? when you dont get to watch the end of a movie. it really just sucks. but that is all i have to say about that... *complains*

a curfew of 10:30, come on that is such crap. even just 11 would be great. arrrrrg parents suck.

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